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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Sunday, October 29, 2006 @ 11:42 AM

whoo.
fun and exciting week!!
:)

went to eh, BBQ on tuesday. think xj and me, were entertaining us by ourselves.
cos eh, yah lah.
haha
went cycling at pasir ris park too.
haha

yesterday there's team-building at Sentosa.
we three was late as there's school le!!
so we three went late. and everyone was like waiting for us.
we run from Raffles MRT to Burger king, was like so paiseh lo!!
haha
reach Sentosa Golf Club, have some refreshment, then.
haha
:)
play games lo.
what Kallang wave, this and that.
whoo.
hahaha
then we went to play amazing race.
we run around(sometimes we took bus) to play.
at each station, we will need to play games lah.
wha tiring le!!
haha
but overall was fun, especially running back from the bus to the golf club since we were late.
running seems to be the only job that i have done yesterday!!
haha
despite coming in late(since there was penalty marks)
our team came up with the highest point.
HAHA
:)
then was buffet. too much delicious le.
hahahaha

then we went off without the bus, we went around Sentosa. but then, no more red line, which means cannot go to Musical Fountain there.
sigh..
nvm.

then went to VIVO and meet xj and yf.
it's okay.
ahha.
overall had a nice SATURDAY!!

but tmr is monday!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh


Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @ 8:24 AM

Selamat Hari Raya!!
:)

it's good to have public hols, cos it's off day!!
hehe

a fun and enjoyable weekend i have!
went to Jurong with the though of going ice-skating.
but the ice-skating there was so crowded.
then we hit to Kbox with leechin,weiyi and nic.
tzeshing was late.
he joined us later.
then we went to IKEA there for dinner.
hm.

Sunday went out and bought a skirt.
hm. ok.

ahh.

it's been a pretty rough month.
October going to end soon.
with November coming.

hope everything will be fine soon for a lot of people.

till then.


Friday, October 20, 2006 @ 12:52 AM

blew away the spider webs.
though its only a few days i never blog.

my heart is not telling me the right thing.
don't make me confused anymore.

sigh.

Bowling was nice on Sun.
MONDAY TO FRIDAY EVERYDAY WORK.
come on, we need a break.
PUBLIC HOLS quickly come.

please...

good night everyone.
i will be hype up later on.
COS IT'S FRIDAY!!
:)


Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 9:06 AM

i slept at 10 plus yesterday.
super tired.

i woke up at 7am yesterday.
despite sleeping at about 2am plus on sat morning.
was tired.
went to the wake with hj and lq.
before he was cremated that afternoon.
i was okay.
so yah.
cos it's really life.
10plus we went back to pasir ris.
then i went to sleep.
my dad went to malaysia for wedding dinner.
cool lah.

then afternoon, went to meet ting and went to WB house.
feel like crying after that.
cos ..
long story.
just feel so sad after all.
it's life ..

went for movie after that.
you,me and dupree.
was ok movie.

dinner after that.
went home and just flop onto bed.

tired lah.

why is my heart telling something to me.
but i refused to admit to that stupid feeling.
it's all way too wrong.

till then.


Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 11:46 PM

i got the news during lunch.
choon yang passed away.

he went to heaven.
he's resting in peace.

ta shang tian tang qu le.

i was in daze.
i will remember his laughter, jokes,how he tease my friends.
and i will never ever get to see him in school,in singapore again.

it's only one month plus since i have been hit with bad news again.

it's life.
one minute can change a lot of things.

i thought miracle would appear somehow.
but no.

somehow i gotten to his blog.
his last entry was a month ago.
and one month plus later, he will never ever get to blog again.

rest in peace Choon Yang,
you will be greatly miss by a lot of people.
your family, your friends.
we will miss you.

tomorrow will be a better day.
i hope.


Wednesday, October 11, 2006 @ 11:41 PM

Life is fragile, live it to the fullest

i don't believe my eyes when i see the sms this afternoon.
how i wish that he can still be healthy, crapping around with his friends.
but no.
ting sms and told me
his brain blood vessels burst.
he's brain dead.
doctor say only one percent chances of survival.

the news was too sudden for a lot of people including me.

i saw him in sec sch as well as in poly.
kicking alive, crapping away.
but now?
the next moment, he fall back to where he started from?
and on the life support system to keep his life going on.
why all this?
he's only 19.
he still got a long road ahead of him.
why why why?

the tears just feel like dropping at that moment.
and how i wish
at that moment, someone could just slap me and told me that this is just a dream.
a nightmare.
not the truth.
not the reality.

everyone wants you to wake up.
wake up please.
i want to see you around in TP when i finish my attachment.
and it's one more semester to Graduation.
all your friends, your love ones wants you to wake up.
and smile,laugh and crap with them.
please be strong and try.
please wake up.

please

miracle do exist.
don't they?

god,if you can hear my prayers,
please bless my friend
and all my friends and my family.
i don't want anymore of my friends/family to be in suffering.
please bless all of them

one last thing:
cherish and treasure everyone around you.
don't wait till they are gone then we regret.

amen


Sunday, October 08, 2006 @ 9:29 AM

omg.
the haze yesterday was terrible.
looks like genting in Singapore, but genting air was fresher.
like comeon, it's cool over there.
me,xj,gh and yf went to kbox cine yesterday.
indeed a way to enjoy sat.
so yeah.
went for dinner at some indo Restaurant,gh left first and we went to meet rebeka..
then we went lido and slack
:)

so yeah?
what do i still want to blog.
oh yah.
i will post up some pics next week when i have time.

tomorrow is MONDAY.
why weekends just flies?

till then.


Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 11:33 PM

love shopping?
come on don't wait already. click on this webbie, and shop.
http://blessedshopping.livejournal.com/
support my friend.
:)

oh well.
today is mooncake festival.
as usual, say wana meet up, in the end, think got 2 couldn't make it.
so yeah.
me,zhenxi,carol and rosemarie.
decide to go for dinner.
then we went Singapore River.
and seat the boat that tours around SINGAPORE RIVER.
sounds cool.and quite cool.
though the HAZE situation was worst than yesterday i think.

today at work still alright.
they taught me ABL as well as LO.
so yah.
i think my job will be credit scoring, LO as well as ABL.
so yah. just another freaking few more weeks.
jia you everyone.


Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 9:59 PM

im tired.
super duper tired.
finally tmr is FRIDAY.

and this BABY is so super duper 100% CUTE!



























i love this baby so much!
:)

haha.
tomorrow MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.
got mooncake to eat liao

till then,
ciaos!


Tuesday, October 03, 2006 @ 9:27 PM

if the world is small,
then Singapore should be very small.

why why why?
why must i see him?
out of so many places.


how i wish that i could just hold you tight.
but i know i couldn't
and i will never.
time don't let me turn back.
i could only embrace at that moment
and never let go.
feeling so miserable.
you have always been part of my mind.
part of my memory.

how i wish i could have just an eraser to erase everything away.
or should i need someone else to occupied that space?
i don't know.
i feel so strange after all this.
i have let go.
but it's just the memory that have not been erasing away.

nothing could hold back my tears during work.
i couldn't help that..
:(
ahh
stress up DD.

upset.
sad.

till then.


Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 10:29 PM

Happy bday to WEIYI!

Rob-B-Hood is a definitely must watch MOVIE.
come on, jackie chan stunts, Louis koo cool and handsome face.and also the cute BABY-Matthew(i can't resist that,the baby is just so cute.oh my....)!!how can i miss this movie?
plus the touching scene and the happy scene
i was laughing and crying throughout the movie.
the sad and touching part, i just cried.especially behind behind part.ahh, im just too emotional.
the happy part i laugh.
5 STAR OUT OF 5 STAR!!
definitely must watch!!
and i don't mind watching the movie again!!
:)

went to watch with leechin yesterday before meeting the rest to celebrate Weiyi bday!!
went to yuki yaki then have dinner.
:)
haha. have fun.
pics will be up this sat!!

today during work, taught me something new.
okay lah.
then after work, went Marina Square and meet Xj.
then went to eat dinner then i was crapping and say definitely must watch Rob-B-Hood,then say so much stuff till someone caught my eye.
i think i became too engross in my thought after that though i tried to act normal as if nothing happens.haha, if not my moody situation is very cannot make it. haha. ask my friend,they will know
haha.
don't know.
i think i saw the wrong person, but who knows?
i think it's not him, but it seems like him
and i don't want to know, since everything have just die away.
everything of "him" have just vanish.
haha.
whatever.

sigh.
went home straight after that.
when will i get my salary?
help, if not DD will be be broke soon!!!

till then.
ciaos!!


Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 10:24 AM

ok.
i got so many things to blog that i don't even noe where to start.
ok, im sick for the past few days and im still sick. my block nose seriously don't know when then can recover, my cough is getting better, at least better than last tues and wed.
please let me recover soon.

alright, on thurs, i forgotten to bring my HP to work. how cool is that? maybe i just blur blur take my bag out and go to work.
haha. came home so many msg, pai seh lah.
anyway, kind of touch by a person msg, haha. thanks for ur concern eh, will take care of myself.
:)
but anyway, that day i was still not feeling well, and i keep on coughing and sneezing until when i do the retrieval, they ask me go home first, cos im not feeling well. but i do until i cannot find 2 file, so hence, i gave up and went home and just sleep.
sian, sick sick sick, how come i need to fall sick?

then on fri, i was much better, but that day wasn't too busy unlike last fri when the e-mail just came in like don't know what. so i was quite free. and i just finish my work exactly at 6 plus. slack around, then went off to meet ting and xj. went bugis for dinner then, shop around.
but most of the shops are closing already. so yahh, didn't shop much too.
and besides,im pretty broke recently. haha. so hai.
:(

Yesterday went to Orchard, Tamp then paya lebar.
on the bus to orchard, i was telling ting so fast, time just flies man.
haha.and i think we never sit MRT before, that's why we playing with the MRT!!
:)
i was hoping to find for a sweater. but . . .
and im getting more and more sensitive and even more moody this few weeks.
i don't know what is wrong with me. but then.
hm.
i will see what is wrong cos i also don't know what is wrong.

have been getting pretty tired this few days.
after being sick, but now much better.

later on celebration for WEIYI bday and i am going for a movie with Leechin before that.
oh my, sick still enjoy myself. but what to do. enjoy my Sunday before MONDAY.
my policy for now.
haha.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!
:)



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DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
shy, independent/dependent, perfectionist
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